This is a repost from December of last year…feeling this way again…if I don’t like leftovers, then neither does He…help me be mindful Lord…to put you first…not as an afterthought….help me to forgive quickly…no…joyfully!
“”Blessed is the man who listens to me, watching daily at my doors; waiting at my doorway.”"
Proverbs 8:34, NLT
I am reading an awesome book Evidence Not Seen, A Woman’s Miraculous Faith in the Jungles of World War II by Darlene Deibler Rose.
You can not go fast enough to the store to get this book…or reread it if it is sitting on your bookshelf getting dusty…
I have been musing on leftovers…leftover love, leftover food, leftover passion, leftover generosity…
Do leftovers appeal to anyone? Come on, really…the stale, crusty casserole that does not get better with age, the unresolved misunderstanding with a friend that taints the relationships and makes it mouldy, the misplaced passion poured out into a hobby instead of into loved ones in our lives…regifted items that weren’t great gifts in the first place…like a loaf of year old fruitcake found in the bottom of the freezer…
Please….
We don’t like thoughtless love, food, passion or friendship…we like true love, wholesome food, pure passion and friendship that puts the other first…
What does our Lord and Master want from us…nothing less….
In this book, Darlene Deibler Rose on several occasions has her faith wrung out, dried up and left hanging lonely in the wind, and each time with childlike faith she asks her Papa….what? why? and each time He answers her clearly, gently and embraces her with His peace and security….
“I will not leave you, nor forsake you” whispered to her when she was taken to a prison to be interrogated…this was after losing her husband, this was after enduring a prison camp, this was after watching someone get beat to death…
time and again, she trusts…He loves…with pure trust, with pure love.